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A personal story in the experience: I Don't Have Anyone to Talk to
 I am a 47 year old total screw up who's drunk boy friend left her again. I cannot talk to anyone because they all hate him and noone wants to hear anything about it. (including all of you I suspect) In reality he has no redeeming characteristics as far as having a stable relationship except he is the father to my daughter. He is an illegal alien who is a binge drinker that ruins any happy moment he thinks I mght be having. Of course it is always my fault because I am cheating on him etc. Usually his reason is I am 30 minutes late calling him and that means I am having an affair. Just reading what I ahve written makes me feel ridiculous. I could go on but the most pertnent thing is that he loves me and my daughter and we have been together 12 years. I have tried everything but  cant beat the drinking. 

Both  my parents are alcoholics and all of my siblings except me and I am just fat. So after humiliating myself yet again I was hpoing writing this down might be cathartic but it is not. I feel ridiculous and I wish I knew what to do. Well enough of the pity party iy just hurts so much.

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Posted Nov 9th, 2009 at 12:21AM
i don't think he loves you and your daughter. he's making you feel something for him, something that is strong, but i do not think it is love. it could be devotion, or maybe you feel you owe him because he made you happy at one time. but love is not supposed to hurt, and he now hurts you every chance he gets, and runs off drunk.

dump him--you and your daughter deserve better.
     
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