I'm Tired Of You Arguing With Me

I'm sick of people arguing with me about how I feel. Just like all those folks who try to shove me back into the sexual-orientation-closet, no, I don't have faith.

"Well, you at least have faith that your ceiling isn't going to collapse on you."

No, I don't. When I was little, I had a bunkbed, and sometimes I slept on top, sometimes I slept on bottom. I've had the top mattress fall twice, once when I was above, once when I was below.

I'm constantly waiting for the world to fall apart around me, while I know inwardly, I'm constantly falling apart my own self.

Faithless in the material world, faithless is the spiritual one, faithless in my own self, and a pessimist through and through.
mononoaware mononoaware
26-30, M
1 Response Dec 16, 2012

pessimist, just like myself. but i do have faith on some things - few things. yet i don't expect much :)