The Truth At Last.


I've had everything i've evetr wanted so many times I don't know what to call myself anymore. Am I lucky in love? I would say that to some maybe. The problem is that people don't stay and then I get ot watch helplessly as they cahse the fantasy of some guy that has NO backbone and might be well connected socially and might have money and might have a lot of things but do you know something abotu that guy? He doesn't now how to PRONOUCE the word LOVE.


and you'll NEVER fix him because he's PROUD of it.


"I know you’ve told yourself that he’s genuine, and he’s the one, and he’s your prince charming ‘cause he’s got it all, right? He’s funny, he has style, dominance, a lively presence, a great smile, great hair, lots of friends, is well respected, and knows how to make you go to bed at night with a smile on your face- whether it’s by great sex or just bullshit sweet talking. He has all these things going on for him, but what you’ve failed to realize is that he’s lacking a backbone.


Do you find yourself IM-ing him, texting him, calling him, writing on his wall, and all you get in return is an “okay” or a “lol”? Do you find yourself inviting him to parties and events to accompany you, and lo and behold, he never fails to reply with “naw, I’m busy”? Do you find yourself clawing for his attention 24/7 because the slightest utter from his lips assures you that he really does love you. That he really will take time out of his day to talk to you because you’re that important to him. Well guess the **** what? You’re not important to him. He doesn’t want you. He doesn’t want to hear what you have to say. He doesn’t want to spend any of his precious time with you, and you know what? That should be a GOOD THING to hear.


Why would you want to waste your time with a bastard that doesn’t appreciate you. Why would you want to even waste your breath and patience for his reply, or for his acknowledgement of your presence? You DON’T need him. You never did. The only acceptance you need is from yourself. You need to accept the fact that you’re better than he will ever be because you’re striving for something real. You’re striving for a good future with a good person, and he’s not that person. He will never be that person to anyone. He’s a piece of **** that will never find happiness in one woman’s pants. The only comfort he’ll ever have is knowing how many girls he has aching for his attention, and guess what? That will soon fade. As you both age, the chances of him finding a single woman around his age will narrow down, and he’ll just be stuck in lonely ******* limbo for the rest of his life, because he can’t appreciate what solid love is."

And that is why I Walk around like a wounded bear. Only I'm smart enough to NEVER mention her name anymore. She doesn't exist. I'm just bummed out that i've had trouble and am socially awkward.


This is what you have fallen for. 

ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
31-35, M
Jan 12, 2013