OVERWHELMED!!! But Realizing That It Can Be a Good Thing :)
Right now, there is entirely too much going on in my life. My grandmother broke her jaw, my grandfather's in the hospital with pnemonia (I don't know if I spelled that right), my uncle has MRSA, and I feel like I am becoming so far away from the one I love, and it's tearing me to pieces. I feel like the weight of the world is crashing down on my shoulders, and I have absolutely no way of getting it off. Every minute, I feel like a new hole is being drilled into my heart because I feel like I am losing those whom I love with all my heart. However, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I don't mean for this to be a story of discouragement, but one that may inspire some people.
I am a strong Christian, and I believe that with God, we can do ALL things. Right now, I feel so far away from my love, and my family that it's unimaginable, and I hate it. But, if I just let God take control (which is hard to do at times I'll admit) and stop worrying about things so much and just LIVE my life like I always claim to do, then everything will work out fine. It's hard to believe this, especially right now, but I KNOW that it can happen.
Like the title of this story, "OVERWHELMED!!! But Realizing That It Can Be a Good Thing", i am doing. It is true, and I feel like so many people overlook this, but it is true that what doesn't kill us CAN and WILL make us stronger in the end. Life is a rollercoater ride. It will always have it's twists and turns and ups and downs, but we always come out safe and sound at the end. :) Life may be hard, but just keep LIVING, and things will work out. :)