Need More In Life

been a heavy drinker for 10plus years also tryed alot of drugs . for the last 5 years i have drunk a bottle of rum every night.i am depressed and just looking for some thing more in life then beening drunk all time ! dont know why i drink and get depressed ? i have a awsome wife, two great dogs, good job, nice car ,paying off a house.things that make most poeple happy . just looking to better myself feel better and be better persons to everyone around me . especially my wife she does not deserve to live with a drunk all the time. there is alot more to the story but im just looking for some answers to a happy life ?
thoughts please?
jigy jigy
31-35
1 Response Jan 5, 2013

Sounds like you need an adventure, to me.