I Don't Know If I Believe In God Anymore

I Honestly Don'T Know.

By: pegspiesandtarts

Written on February 16th, 2013

My faith has not come to a sudden, screeching halt; nothing traumatic has happened to me to cause me to hate God; I just don't know if I believe anymore. I am a firm believer in science, and I want to believe that God doesn't exist. But it's difficult to just cut something out of your life that has been there since I can remember. At one point in my life, when I was about 13, I wanted to become a nun. I had felt faith very strongly all through my life. So maybe now, as I'm getting older and slightly more cynical and/or apathetic, day to day things seem more important than some maybe-metaphysical being that might be out there somewhere, maybe deciding our fates and intervening in our lives.

Anyone have any more clarity than me?

By: pegspiesandtarts

Age: 26-30 , Female

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4 responses

Shewolfiie69

If we just believed because others believed , you'd cut out free will! Anyone that questions God isn't evil! We humans are a curious lot! You will find your answer through the eyes of love...

Feb 16
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- Lexusboy600
  If your avatar was straight you'd be even more attractive :-)
  
  Feb 17
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- pegspiesandtarts
  I don't know what you mean when you say that I will find my answer through the eyes of love.
  
  Feb 19
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- Shewolfiie69
  Ya have to get over the question if your right or wrong! When you agree that you will never know all that is... A wonderful thing happens, you surrender & open your heart. That's what I mean about thru the eyes of love...
  
  Feb 19
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