What To Do About My Kidneys And Life.

I am a 27 yr old man. I lost my wife and fought to keep my kids because of the events that this disease lead to. I was finally over the illness its self until i found out there is no feasible way topay for treatment. I am contimplating opting out of treatment of any kind. So to let you know i have end stage kidney failure, i was at 17-18% function 6 months ago when i was seeing a doctor and taking my medications. Now at this point i have no i deal the actual extent of the diesease. I have no appetite if it wasnt for my kids i would go days without eating. I was in love with my wife more than i thought possible and she left me for being sick and not being able to handle the possiblity of my death. Then she sent mixed signals, she wanted me until the new bf came along then i was cast off to the side. I dont know what to do. I have 2 perfect children who need a dad but at the same time at this age they would be able to get over it. dont get me wrong i dont want to kill myself but if there are no options for treatment what choices do i have. Oh well F it.

Sincerly

What Would You Do

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