But It's Where I Need to Be ....

GirlFlower - what a fantastic story. :)

Freeflowing - I love your style!!

Thank you mewold ... always gold that comes from you :)

Just remember that there is love and support here.

no one knows where the road leads as long as you stay on the road is all that counts

if flower may share a story...



a few years ago, i to felt the same way...my mother had just died of a devestating illness and..well i felt lost and clueless.. i had spent the last decade raising my kids ..



one day my sister surprised me with a gift..she said..



"Mom always said you should be a florist, she loved how you made suck beautiful arrangements...so i have decided to take part of the inheritance and pay for some private lessons..."



That was 7 years ago...



Now i own a shop..and am so grateful that i get to wake up everyday and work in an industry that i am incredibly passionate about...



Keep the faith..surrounded by love..i am sure you will do just fine.



be well,



flower

Yeah - I'm starting to feel normal about this. I'm changing my life manual as I go ... :)

none of us actually know what were doing!

Yep - I do.

Breathe Breathe and BREATHE ....

Life is so hard to understand most times but others it just means breathe, breathe, breathe.



Like mewold says take it one day at time, can't do better than that.

Thank you mewold. That is exactly what I am doing.

I think I know I need to move forward - and that may mean leaving some things in the past. But even with that - it's OK.

MizzBlue, none of us know where we are going. Some of us think we do, but there are so many road blocks that nothing is certain. Just head the general direction that you would like to go and live one day at a time. and enjoy life as much as you can. HUGS and KISSES to you, my friend.