I Don't Know What I Am Going to Do With My Life
I'm 24 and all my life I never knew what I wanted to do. Since elementary school my friends all knew what career paths to take. And as adults, they are in school and are doing exactly what they love. I on the other hand, I am still just floating. I have a dead end job with a bachelors degree in business administration. I just feel like I am going absolutely NO WHERE! i've felt this way for as long as I could remember. I thought maybe as I got older and more experienced with life, I would at least have a clue on who I am, what I love and where I want to go. Boy I was wrong. Don't get me wrong, I am very grateful for having a well paying job, that allows me to be able to pay off my loans, bills and because I have no kids I am able to travel when I want and do whatever i want. But I just wish I could be in a position I love. I want to be able to say "I love my job!" or just be happy to get up in the morning and go to work. I literally dread getting up to go to work in the morning. I have to make myself get up and get out the house. Which is crazy because I'm a morning person! And I love to work! I think I just really hate this place. I don't feel appreciated. I'm a receptionist and this is all I will be here. There is no moving up. There is no growth. Every other job I've had, I was able to work hard to grow into another position. This job, not so much. This is it. I apply and send my resume to other places. I'm always job hunting. But it's like no one wants to hire me. I understand that it's hard times right now, I totally get it, but man i just want to get out of here so bad! But i'm only 24. I know something good will come out of all of this soon. I'm just going to keep hope alive, have faith, have patience and stay motivated. Something better will come along! If opportunity don't come knockin, than I'm going to make opportunity! :)