It's dumb for me to care, but I really "don't know what I am".
Not just all in a metaphorical way, I have NO idea what my ethnic background is, I have little to know family history.
I am just some white...person, that lives in America. So guess that just means "I'm AMERICAN".
But furthermore I feel anything in my background is a blank foggy slate. I should just think of the Future & continue from there, but it's a pain when you are coming from nothing. The only thing more of an enigma is if I was an orphan. But still...Grr.
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Jul 30, 2010