You know my 3 favourite words? I don't know.

What're your dreams? I don't know. 

What do you like doing? I don't know. 

What do you want? I don't know. =/

It's always been what other people want, more specifically, what my parents want. It's always been about pleasing them. Ever since I was a kid, I tried my best to make them proud of me. But they never were. They always wanted more. It went to a point where I gave up my dreams for them. But it still wasn't enough. 

Now... I don't know. haha. I don't care anymore. I'm just going through my life like it's not my life anymore. Take me wherever you want to take me, I don't care anymore. Think whatever you wanna think about me. I don't care anymore. 

Hopes and dreams? None. Wants and desires? None. Feelings? Non-existent. 

All I have to say is.... blah. 
DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123
18-21, F
5 Responses Jan 26, 2011

I am ur miracle I snapped u out of their grasp just a bit now u must do the rest

Too late. I'm already doing what they want me to do. My life got lost somewhere along the way. Only a miracle would help me now.

Then give up on them and get back to ur life!

They'll never be proud of me. Not only are they insatiable, I'm also full of disappointments. =)

Untrue u have them but ur first priority is to make them proud so u can't realize what they are until u realize u come first