I have no clue what I want anymore. I was the kind of person who used to know exactly where I wanted to be and the kind of people I wanted near me and now I feel like I've lost myself and my dreams or something. I lost a man I loved immensely, college seems like a waste of time right now, my best friend is miserable, and overall I feel like I'm not properly moving on in my life. I want to be better and do better things and feel better, you know. I just don't know how to get there.
Written on July 21st, 2008