I Am At A Crossroads In My Life

I am single, I have a 1 year old, I am unemployed, but in a place where I can do something else with my life. I have so many diffrent interests I just can't settle on one. I hve wanted to be a Medical Assistant, Baby sit kids, go back to my old line (animal hospital) take up photography, and many many more things. I don't know what to do.

I also sometimes want to find some one to share my life with, but at the same time I fear having to.....uh........answer to someone. I an lonely but I fear allowing a man into my daughters life. One day I think, ok, I am done with love, others I wantr it so bad. What the heck is going on in m y head, I wonder. Is it the post baby hormones? Can they go on for this long? I need help I think but I am afraid to reach out for it. What gives?

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2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

Wow, its like I am reading my own story with different professions and more kids. I don't know what the answer is but good luck.

Could be baby hormones, lack of sleep, having a l year old, no job, it all adds up! Take your time and allow yourself to find a job that will work with your situation.