I Am At A Crossroads In My Life
I am single, I have a 1 year old, I am unemployed, but in a place where I can do something else with my life. I have so many diffrent interests I just can't settle on one. I hve wanted to be a Medical Assistant, Baby sit kids, go back to my old line (animal hospital) take up photography, and many many more things. I don't know what to do.
I also sometimes want to find some one to share my life with, but at the same time I fear having to.....uh........answer to someone. I an lonely but I fear allowing a man into my daughters life. One day I think, ok, I am done with love, others I wantr it so bad. What the heck is going on in m y head, I wonder. Is it the post baby hormones? Can they go on for this long? I need help I think but I am afraid to reach out for it. What gives?