I know that there are many, many things that I want to experience. Yet it is like the difficulty of freedom of choice, all those options- which are the correct ones? What if i steer it by due to fear? What if I fling away what I have for a philisophy, an ideology but not something I can feel and touch and exist within.
My career is elusive to me, as are many aspects of my life. I want to have a general idea of what direction I should be heading, am I on the right path, are there any signposts that let me know, that is all I ask for.
What if I am losing valuable time playing around on a lane that comes to a dead end and sunsets and energy wanes before I can get on the right path?