Confused And Scared

I had a plan. I was going to go to college, finally meet a guy I was actually interested in, have a career, and get married. Now I don't know what to do.
I can't believe it. My life finally makes sense, but it's all wrong! I understand how my mind was working the whole time, but I can't go for it.
This was not in the plan.
But I don't want to be lonely forever.
I don't know what to do.
EmeraldAssassin EmeraldAssassin
18-21
Jan 18, 2013