Sigh....

Sometimes I feel as if I'm missing out on my life and personally, I have no clue what I'm doing.  I just try not to do nothing.  I have this fear that if I sleep too much or just am inactive, life will pass me by, which I'm sure is true.  But I am currently going to school full time, working full time and I've just begun a relationship that I'm very happy in, but I still feel as if my life is missing something.  I know for certain that some of my same goals from years ago are still my same goals.  When you're trying to find your way through life, things don't always work according to plans.  I just want so much for myself. 

Honestly, I have gotten to the point where I don't like to plan or choose because I have this fear of making the wrong choice, everything feels so definite and I just feel time flying by day after day, and I worry if I'm taking advantage of each and every moment.  I really need to sit down and think about the things I value the most and re-evaluate myself.  I just worry about over planning.  I just want to have fun and part of me feels as if I don't know how.  I just really feel as if I don't know what I'm doing. 

SumthinSumthin SumthinSumthin
22-25
1 Response Feb 23, 2009

I think i can relate to everything you have said