What I Really Want To Do Is Leave It All Behind.

I have been feeling off for a long time now and for a while, I had no idea why. This is going to sound so stupid, but now, it is all pretty clear to me...
I am unhappy with the way I am living my life. I feel like a robot kind of. Everyday is the same routine. And the worst part is, I feel so helpless. There is nothing I can do about it...
I don't have the same priorities that my parents have for me; like graduate, go to college, start a career, buy a house, and all that jazz.
I hate the idea of being so stuck. I feel like I have no freedom.
When I think of my life, I really just want to cry...
Graduating and having a career will not make me happy. I don't care about money or education or anything...
Something is missing...

What I really want to do is leave all of this behind (school, family, friends) and start a new life. I want something to look forward to everyday. I want to find somewhere I belong because, quite frankly, I hate my life. Its not like me to be so negative but, that's the way I feel...

The worst part is, no one understands how much this bugs me. I am so alone...

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1 Response May 25, 2012

Omg...you sound just like me...i feel like crying right now

Don't cry! Just do what you have to do, save up a bit of money and pick a place!