Apparently that's the problem. I don't know what my future holds. I keep thinking the way it should be in different thoughts. That could be why my future hasn't progressed any further. So a few days ago I had a great thought on what I need to do.
I have a life to get together, and am working hard for what time I have left in this world.....
I have too many dreams & wishes I need to try and fulfill, and the only way to do it is not by sitting around hoping, but acting upon it. My health comes first before all things. With the decline of health and other body problems I have been having over the years, I am exercising and controlling the way I live. After I have established my health, venturing into dreams is my next stop. We all know you can't win the lottery unless you play, and that gives a good example of what you need to do in your life. With all the possibilities there are in the world, location is limited.
Due to my realization, I have to step up and be more of an adult than my past years. Call it age, call it dreams, it could be called anything that made me come to these conclusions, and it is that which I have grown even more. We all know the best part of life is living it. If I am to live, goals are needed. Therefore my goals are my 1 priority now.
I'm giving what is needed for a future. My future starts now.