I don't know what to believe anymore. People tell me not to give up, but others tell me I am naive and a stupid little kid. Maybe they are right, maybe I am a stupid little kid. But no one knows what is real and not real. The world is a secretive place and it's dark. What am I suppose to do? People on here say they are werewolves and I feel like I have some kind of connection to the supernatural. Yet I have no clue if the supernatural exists. I feel alone and broken. I can't even talk to my family and tell the the truth. Because they wouldn't understand. They wouldn't understand my pain. I don't even understand it. I feel like I'm falling through a dark hole and it's endless. People say I'm weird, stupid and crazy for wanting to help the supernatural, and being a part of it. I know in my heart, deep down, I feel like I belong. So many people on here help me through this pain and it gets me through the day. But each day I am falling apart. I fake a smile and tell everyone I'm fine. I don't do self harm, but I want to cut myself but i know it's wrong and I don't want to do it. I don't know what to do!
LoseYourMind LoseYourMind
18-21, F
Aug 23, 2014