I AM A 25 YEAR OLD FEMALE WHO MARRIED TO A 40 YEAR OLD MAN....WE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR A LONG TIME AND HAD VERY GOOD TIMES TOGETHER WHICH I MISS SO DAMN MUCH!!!....FOR ABOUT 2 YEARS NOW HES BEEN ON DIALYSIS AND BEFORE HE GOT ON WE HAD A BEAUTIFUL CHILD...BUT NOW ITS GETTING TO ME....I LOVE HIM SO MUCH... HE HAS A STRONG MIND AND A KIND HEART BEFORE AND EVEN NOW HE TAKES GOOD CARE OF ME AND MY CHILD...BUT WE HAVE A SEXLESS MARRIAGE...I UNDERSTAND THAT HE CANT DO MUCH BUT ITS KILLING ME INSIDE! I WANT THE SEX WE USE TO HAVE AND HE WONT HAVE SEX MUCH REALLY...IM ONLY 25 MIND YOU AND DID NOT EXPECT HIM TO BE IN THE SITUATION THAT HE IS NOW... I LONG FOR SEX SO MANY NIGHTS AND I DO NOT WANT TO CHEAT ON HIM....ALSO I HAVE DEPRESSION ISSUES AND SEVERE MOOD SWING ISSUES ANS THINK TO BELIEVE MY CHILD HAS ADHD BECAUSE OF HYPER ACTIVITY AND OTHER THINGS....BUT HE TREATS ME VERY GOOD...I WANT TO TRADE ALL THE THINGS IN I HAVE AND HAVE HIS HEALTH BACK AGAIN FOR ME AND OUR CHILD...I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO AND I NEED ADVICE AND ANSWERS
raincloud72 raincloud72
26-30, F
1 Response Sep 2, 2014

I NEED ADVICE!!!