Dead End

Hi Everyone,
I've never done anything like this before but I think communicating with people going through similar experiences is a great place to start. So a bit about myself, I'm a 27 year old female living in Melbourne Australia. When I was younger I always had fanciful ideas of what I wanted to be or do when I grew up (as we all do) I started martial arts at the age of 8 and did extremely well until my mother died of cancer when I was 15 years old, because of the stress of what was happening and the fact that I inherited the mother status of the family and had everyone to look after I quit martial arts with the intention of starting again after around a year.....this never quite happened I mean I've tried getting back into different forms over the years but I've never had the motivation of sticking to it. The last 12 years have felt like a second and suddenly I'm looking at myself wondering what I have done with my life, I know I'm capable of doing anything I put my mind to but that's just the problem I don't have any idea what I want to do with my life so I'm wandering around with no direction! I keep waiting for this light to go on in my head like everyone keeps telling me but I'm still sitting here in the dark...
shayde83 shayde83
26-30
1 Response Jul 28, 2010

what do you really want in life? always people will tell us we should do this and that, but we're always feeling a little bit out of place doing things that people want us to do. so again I ask you, what do you really want in life? do you want to sit around, or you wanna do something about it?