My New Life

I feel so confused and alone. All he wants to do is cross-dress read about it chat about it email with people he has met on line. Not with me! I'm left alone with my fears. I had no idea what it meant to be a cross dresser. I thought he would put on women's cloths and wear makeup a wig. We did go out together and I helped him pick out a wig. I want him to be happy and if that makes him happy do it I really didn't care. I figured he would be happy getting to be more of himself, life would be good, but it has become so much more. He sleeps in grader belts, panties, nylons and a camisole. He wears them under his man clothe's all day. When he comes home he takes off the man cloth's and puts on a silky lacy robe. Goes right to the iPad and starts chatting. This is day in and day out, I also feel so alone and scared. On Dec. 25, 2011 I left my daughter, son and my grandchildren moved up here to be with him. I believe it was August this year when he told me he was cross-dressed. I'm old and I gave up my happy not perfect life to have a companion to live happily ever after with, now I feel all alone and scared with no one to talk. Thats a big one you cannot just talk to people about this.

I really don't care if he wants to cross dress, but I don't know what to do about the sex now, it just doesn't make me want to have sex with him now, knowing he turns himself on better then I did well that just hurts. So he is all hot and ready to go to town and I'm like no way lets be girl friends ok. I don't know I just don't know!!!! Help
FlorenceG FlorenceG
61-65
1 Response Dec 7, 2012

thank you for commenting on my story, i somewhat feel the same way :(
I too am trying to find what i'm going to do.
but for now, im making new friends and trying to shake it out my head, its way too stressful :(