I'm 18 years old, graduated high school in June. I'm in my first semester at a community college and so far, i feel like I'm wasting my time. I don't have a major, or the slightest idea what I'd like to do with my life. I had dreams of becoming a makeup artist and going to get my esthetics's license but my I've got family members telling me that i won't make any money in that field. I keep telling them that I don't want to do something that I'm going to hate. I don't want to work somewhere where everyday i wake up feeling miserable  because i have to go to some job that i do not like just because the money's good. I really wanted to get my esthetics's license but ever since my family's been getting in my head, I've slowly lost interest in going to beauty school. I've got no one to really listen to my feelings, and I'm getting really frustrated because i can't find something that i could see myself doing in the future. I don't really like school as it is, yet I want to do something that will provide me with enough to support myself, and more. This rant is all over the place, but i feel somewhat better just letting it out.

kkillahd kkillahd
Nov 15, 2009