What Can I Do.
I have no idea. Really. I have nothing going for me right now. I'm not saying everthings bad. I'm not homeless. I have funds which I've saved up from working. Job wise though (now being unemployed) I'm not gonna be able to get anything. I have no education at all either. Nothing. I don't know what to do. I'm scared that I'm always gonna be unhappy when I'm alone. I don't want to be like this in 10 years time. Hell, not even a years time. Everything makes me sort of worry. Just going to ask for a job aplication form does. Not really bad. Just.. I don't know, makes me feel awkward I guess.
Today I went to the army carrers place again. I don't want to join but I think it would be really good for me if I can (certain things may stop me being able to). 4yrs in the army I'm pretty sure would help me. We'll see.