Reachable(?) Goals

Living in a pretty dysfuctional (but sterotypical) ethic family and on your second last year of high school, it leaves me no excuse to not have some form of knowlege about what I'm going to do with my life. With the high school i'm attending, it has high expectations and constantly on your back about end of final year results and want nothing but sweat, stress & back pain from them killer textbooks.

i feel as though my life is nothing but a spiral of endless cynical thoughts slowly driving me to sucidal thoughts.But, with a list of fall-back university courses it may seem like 'm prepared for life, but none will make me happy enough if i get to the top.

then agian  it seems like i know what to do with my life , but what if i dont acheive my goals? then it becomes a complete different topic then what it intended to be.

I seriously dont know what to do with my life. 

deliveringnothing deliveringnothing
18-21, F
Feb 26, 2010