I Don't Kno What I Want!

I am a 19 year old guy I still live at home n recently quit my job because I was planing on joining the marines. Turns out I'm not eligable. I have my high school diploma but I doubt I'll make it through college since I I bearly finish high school. Idk school just isn't for me. So now I'm in the process of joining the army and I am eligible but I don't kno I don't feel right joining that branch like I'm all down I'm not not even exited one bit. I don't kno what it is. Maybe I'm scared of leaving the nest or something or it's my heart tryn to tell me not do it. I don't know what to do! I need some insparation or something! Or else I'm going nowhere in life =( if yall have any suggestions please tell me. Thanks

luirod luirod
18-21, M
Mar 2, 2010