my baby brother died friday morning -- now what do i do? i've cried and screamed and paced wandered and stumbled since 3:19pm friday when i found out and i wanna know --- what does one do when their baby brother dies? i wanna walk until im dead or slam my head into the ground until the pain stops and it goes away, and i just wanna hurt somebody sometimes --- i know it wont help --- but i feel like taking my pain out on the world. i know that wont help. i just dont know what to do. i can hardly speak or walk and i dont care if i ever eat again --- i hold my breath and rock back and forth and stop crying for a moment, and then i just scream and cry and i am screaming at God for taking him away from all of us!!!!!!!!!!11oh God why??? i need him so bad and you know that God better than anyone else!!! i just keep falling down and screaming and crying, and what should i do? i really don't know --- why did you take him away fromĀ  me too? why do you always take everyone i love away from me? now what? i am screaming again noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
BlackRose321 BlackRose321 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2011

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so sorry to hear of this terrible loss. my heart goes out to you.

thank you :"(