I'm smart. I know I'm smart. I've never had a B on a report card in my life, and I don't stand for A-'s. I'm in all of the honours classes at my high school and I have some of the highest test scores in the state. I know I could do something great with myself, but I'm lost. I don't know what to do. I don't have many friends, because I dislike a lot of people. I don't have have any special talents, and I don't have any specific interests. I don't understand how so many people in high school even have the smallest idea about what the want to do, but I ,on the other hand, have not a bloody idea about what I want to do. I like music and I play multiple instruments, but my counsellor says that there aren't enough options to do with music to make that into a career. I like art, but I'm not skilled enough to do anything with art. I like photography, but my photographs don't get enough attention to be a good photographer. I make bracelets and keychains, but honestly, what kind of money is THAT going to bring into a house. I plan on having a family, but if I'm not making any money how am I supposed to support it? It just irks me to hear everyone have plans of their own at such a young age, or what I think to be young. My da tells me to relax, that no one knows what they're going to do. I just wish I had some kind of hidden talent or some deep interest of mine.