My Life Is At A Dead End
And I don't know what to do. My husband only married me because he felt kinda sorry for me and because I'm a good person, he wanted to give me a better chance in life. As such, he doesn't want to spend any time with me because he thinks right now he should be single. I love him to death and want to build a family, he only wants to play videogames. I worked so hard to enroll him in college and now he's dropping all his classes. He complaints about giving me rides all the time, even though I am the only one that works.
I don't know what to do about my life. I don't feel loved and I feel lonely. I feel like I am missing out on romance and togetherness. But I love my husband and since meeting him have never wanted to be with anyone else. I don't want romance and togetherness from anyone else. I can't force him to love me. I don't know what to do to make myself happy.