Lately for a little over a week now I've been feeling so emotional, super sad, all I want to do is cry. I'm a junior in high school and my boyfriend is leaving for college next week which is only an hour from where I live. I just don't feel happy anymore. Not because of the relationship (which is great) I'm just always sad. I have a job babysitting two kids (3&4y/o) and I have to push my self every day to get up and be with them. I've been putting myself down so much recently. I feel like all my "friends" have betrayed me and everything I think about I just get upset over. I don't know what's wrong? Is it depression? I have the Nexplanon birth control and depression is a side effect but is that the cause? I just done know what do to.
vaugustine vaugustine
18-21, F
Aug 16, 2014