I Do, But I Don't

Physically, I know exactly where I am....thank goodness for that! However, mentally I'm lost....lost in my thoughts and feelings, astray inside my head and heart.

I have days when I can articulate exactly what is going on inside my mind, days when I know exactly how I'm feeling.

Then again, I have days where I haven't got a clue....days when I don't know if I'm coming or going, up or down, backward or forward. These days I often find myself staring, lost in thought....thinking and thinking and thinking.

Sometimes my thoughts are focused on one thing or another, and other times they are random...without rhyme or reason. My mind drifts and I'm constantly having to reel it back in...to focus my attention on things at hand.

But no matter how many times I try to ground myself, on days like today, it's almost impossible to keep my head out of the clouds and my heart out of despair.
LG76 LG76
36-40, F
2 Responses May 9, 2012

Somewhere out there, there is someone who cares very deeply for you. Although things may not always be great, sometimes i am conforted by the thought that i know i am not alone.

thanks sweetie...I think I know exactly what you mean. xoxox

Never dispair

thank you :)