Hangin' In Dead Air

he courted me for at least a month and a half and i only said yes to him last February 18 through a phone call. I really don't know why i said yes. It is not my intention to hurt or just play with him, i just really don't know. I like him, he's sweet and caring. But i really don't get it why I'm getting second thoughts in saying" i love you too" if he says "i love you".

He's getting the feeling that I'm just playing with him when one time he asked me what is he in my life. I don't know what to answer.  I really don't know what he is in my life .My mind was just a blank that moment until he broke the silence, "I'm just a puppet right? A hobby. A plaything." Still, i don't know what to answer back. It left me a thought that the things he said was somewhat TRUE. half-true maybe.

Now, i don't know what to do, If i should break up with him, or wait just a little more, maybe it's just a  start and it can get even better, or just wait for him to broke up first...

 

mhel0w8 mhel0w8
22-25, F
Feb 19, 2009