I know who I am, and what I am right now is not anything I truly am, or want to be.. I was diagnosed with depression. And am now battling it full force, head on. I have shut out some of the most important people in my life, and am having a really hard time even getting out of bed. I don't know what I want for myself, or my life.. I used to have everything planned.. Then all of these problems hit at once, and once they started to pick up, I realized they left a bigger problem then any and all of them.. They left me with depression and now I'm just very lost, don't know what to do or who to turn too.. Sometimes I think the easiest thing to do is just disappear.. To end it all..