My Self-worth...

Lately I've been feeling so down. My husband thinks I could be depressed. Who knows? I just don't know who I am anymore. My sense of self is nonexistent. I pride myself on being positive, made peace with those in my life that I once hated, and even found myself back into religion yet I'm so lost and unhappy. Yea, I have a great & hardworking husband that I love. We worked on our marriage and it better. I have an adorable daughter, yes times are hard and there's that financial strain due to me not being able to find work. But looking at all those people I know, they have things going for themselves. I graduated culinary school, I do art, I write, yet I'm not content. There's things I want to do but I'm afraid that I'm not good enough and that's a feeling that I can't shake. My dream is to own a restaurant or food shop, but I'm too afraid that I'm not good enough. When people comment how much they like my art or foods, I feel like they're lying to spare my feelings.
I know the problem lies in me, I just don't know how to conquer it.
thesilentchef thesilentchef
31-35, F
Jan 20, 2013