Where Did I Go?

 I used to be artistic, I used to make drawings that I liked, although I never let others know I thought they were good. Everyone does that. It's okay.

I used to have a sense of pride, enjoy the things I did.

I used to wake up at 5am to work with horses until 6pm, to come home sweaty and stinky and exhausted and blissful.

I used to be motivated.

I don't know what happened to me... I have no reason to be upset, nothing has happened to me that is earth shattering recently. I just feel like... my art, my writing, my personality, my exuberance and my sense of self worth has slipped away. I don't know who I am anymore. I want to find me.

 

lexxiinthesky lexxiinthesky
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 13, 2009

Change is hard. I hope that EP can be a medium that helps you explore who you are.