Lost and Bound

Growing up I always did the right thing I was a good kid the boy next door so to speak I knew who I was. Now I get up in the morning and I don't know who I am I. I don't know this person who has settled for this life of being reliable and dependable. I look to the sky and long for freedom and of this cursed life of being everything to everyone but nothing to myself, I just cant seem to escape it. I think back and I realize that I have never been happy for me, I have been happy for everyone else but never happy for me. I would like to be happy, I deserve to be happy.

Pjackson Pjackson
22-25
1 Response Feb 16, 2009

Humm........ only you can make yourself happy. I truly believe that people are giving too much thought on what is happy. To me, you sound like a pretty nice guy who have found himself in a rut. Adventure out from the every day norm and I don't mean start being a bad boy either. Take a trip some where that sounds interesting to you. Take dancing lessons. Try a new food. Explore this big beautiful world. I would start out making a list of things you want to do or try and before you know it, you will be happy! Best of luck to you!