So ConfusedI try to be everything for everyone. I am so Confused on who I am suppose to be. Everything I try to be seems so wrong to everyone. I fight back the anger the tears. If there was one wish it would be to know what everyone wants from me. I know that i am only human. I don't know who i am suppose to be.
Will you love me if I show you the pain inside of me probably not. Look at me you see happy deep down I am Drowning in a sea of Confusion and pain. I just don't know where to turn.
I am lost and looking for direction I just don't know who I am suppose to be or what I am suppose to be. I am holding on to the hope that one day I will find who I am suppose to be and I will be loved for who I am
God Help throught the Journey Help me find the answers to The Life I want to lead and the person I am suppose to be.
And In hopes of Being Loved But I don't feel that way anymore. Maybe one day i will find what I am looking for maybe i will be on this journey forever.
matthewsmommy 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 Feb 7, 2011