Lost

I want to go "home" but I don't know where that is. I just want to feel safe, conforted, but that's never the case. Everything seems fine on the surface but there's turmoil inside, so much pain that it frightens anyone who's unfortunate to glimpse the reality that has been my "life". Do you know where I am because I can't find myself...... If you find me then let me know, and I'll send you an address
ali8k ali8k
18-21, F
5 Responses Mar 5, 2007

I know what that's like...It's like you want to cling to a place, the wind is blowing you in every direction. Figure out something that makes you happy, maybe a hobby. Settle down with people who share the same hobby and you may find that you can find a place you can call home. I know it sounds silly, but there's one game forum I go to, and I've been going there for almost 4 years, and it's all the same people, and to me, it's my home. That's what worked for me, and maybe it'll work for you too :] Hang in there.

I want to go home too. I don't know where that is though. There's no place to go where I don't feel out of place. <br />
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It can be hard to talk to people, especially if you're afraid of frightening them. I get that too. Sometimes it's good to trust in someone though.

It sucks how people expect you to be just one person, but any given person is actually a complicated mixture.

It sucks how people expect you to be just one person, but any given person is actually a complicated mixture.

You are at experienceproject.com, lol. With so much pressure you put on yourself to fit in or be different you tend to lose yourself. Once you give yourself the chance to find out who you are you will find yourself too. But right now you are at experienceproject.com :)=