I Don't Know Who I Am

I've played at least one season of every sport common in the US. I've been on science, math, speech, and debate teams. I've done random things like training with real swords, coin collecting, hiking, kayaking. I've hanged out with every type of person from stoners, rich people, ghetto people, smart people, dumb people. Yet in all of these experiences Ive tried I have not stuck with anything more than a month. I enjoyed doing everything I've done, but there's nothing I can say "oh that is so me". I feel like instead of being my own person, I am just whoever is around me at the time. Trying to figure out who I am and what I truly like is depressing me because I see myself as a leader, yet it seems like all I do in my mind is follow.
tasp19 tasp19
18-21, M
Dec 1, 2012