Mixed Up.

There are no two words i can think of to describe myself, and i always contradict myself. I can't even trust my own thoughts. I constantly feel like im lying to myself. I can never just decide, i feel like i'm in a long fight with myself. But the problem is i have absolutely no clue how to get out of it. I see people so sure of who they are, and yet i feel like, well i dont know what i feel like. i guess i just feel like im trapped; trapped in my own head, my own thoughts. Never really sure about anything.

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Feb 22, 2009