Who? Who? Who?

I have been thinking a lot lately about who I actually am. And the sad truth for myself is, I honestly cannot say.

I know my name, but what does it mean (to me)? Is it my identity, is it who I am? I am not so sure. And this is what bothers me the most, that I do not even know why this is? Should it scare me as much as it does? I think so.........

I have always known who I am, my own sense of the person I want to be, where I want myself to be. But it seems I have lost sight of me. And I don't know where to look, or if I want to face what I have let myself become (because I am not sure what it is now).

I just want me, to know who I really am. The place where I actually fit, where I belong. I just want to understand my place in all this. But I don't even know what or who I am. Can I find me? Well I am not even sure where to start looking.

What am I? Does it matter?

Who am I? I do not know any more.

Where am I? I am blinded to my place.

I am me........ Well I thought I was, now I am not sure...........

TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
26-30, M
5 Responses Feb 17, 2010

You are creating that "me" from moment to moment. It is changing all the time. Enjoy it. You are the creator.

muone

Yes, I noticed and I was worried. He has always been there for me, as you say. He is such a wonderful friend to all who know him. Indeed, we all go through this and I know he will figure this out.

You noticed too, huh? Always there with a helping hug.... never asks for one for himself.

And now I know why my son has been so quiet lately .......

It's a tough spot to be in. Every body goes through this, I think , at least once in their life. You're no different. You 'll figure it out. I have confidence in you. You are much too curious not to figure it out. <br />
I understand how you feel. I'm still searching for me.