I Don't Know Who My Father Is
It may seam that I can't miss him because I've not met him. But that's only a lie. Deep down there has always been a part of me that has been missing. I turned into a tomboy without my dad, probably would have been one with my dad. But a certain thing is missing when a little girl doesn't have her dad. A essence to know about stuff like fords, trucks, everything a dad knows. And Unlike a mom, a dad can take more than a mom can. They have a more thrive for thrill. My brothers and sisters have something that I could never have. I mean sure, my step dad may seam like a real dad. Ya.. hes very protective. And he loves me to death. But my brothers, my sisters... they can learn things I can't. I don't live with a father, never really have. I've herd a few times that my dad was a drunk. He did'nt really have things planned out much. And he really didn't live up to his standards. But I guess it's better not knowing. I mean my dad could be the type... to where if I did meet him, he wouldn't want anything to do with me. Or he just wouldn't care, and that would be sad. Maybe this has been done for a reason.....
