Who?

TRUST is defined as assured reliance on the character, ability, strength or truth of someone or something on in which confidence is placed.

 

Trust has always been an issue with me, as a child I was lead to believe that everyone's out to get you in some way, as I grew up I felt like I was missing something in my life, I had never really made deep connections with people because of the fear that was instilled in me. My choice in friends I guess where not the best at that time, seems like they were only around when they needed something or the times were good but when I was in need and going thru a rough patch they were no where to be found. My belief in peoples character has dimmed a  bit but  my mission is still the same I'm still looking for people in my life I can truly depend on and people I can fully trust, I 've been burned one too many times, the stories are endless and I really don't wanna list all the betrayals, but I refuse to give up, I refuse to believe that no one can be trusted I just haven't found the right ones yet. 

drkiris drkiris
26-30, F
3 Responses Feb 13, 2010

AF ok is that suppose to help me? LOL Thanx

Thank you for taking the time to read my story, yes sadly you're not alone in this but it is comforting that you can relate. Looking forward to reading your story someday.

Wow, this story could've been written by me except I had both. My mother trusts no one and my father trusts everyone. So I had no guidelines on how to know who is trustworthy and who isn't. Like you. I have hope that someone I'll be able to truly trust someone fully. I too have been burned, in person and on EP. I always think I'm making a good choice then it doesn't work out. Its a life long struggle. I'm glad in a way I'm not the only one who knows what it feels like. <br />
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Thanks for your story.