He Said That He Loved Me

 For two years he tried to get me... for two years he would stare me down and chase after me... and in only four month he let me go. He would continuesly say that he was going to marry me and that he wanted me to have his child. What I just dont seem to understand is how after two years of wanting me and desiring me and secretly loving me he would just let it all go. If there was one man i thought i could have whenever i wanted, was him. because he was always there, even when i didnt want him there, even when i treated him bad, even when i rejected him, pushed him away and made him feel like sh!t... he was always there.

maybe that is it...

he got what he wanted and desired so there was nothing to chase after any more...

but two years... u wouldnt chase someone for two years for nothing. thats so stupid.

He said he wanteed to marry me... im so depressed!