Cannot Understand What People Get Out Of It Either.

i was recently mind ******!  i know i should be more skeptical and guard my heart more closely. but that is not me! i just know that i don't lie and think no one else should either. what is the benefit of screwing with someones feelings? why tell me you care and want to hold me and make me feel safe when all you really want to do is make a fool of me? is it some kind of sickness in your head? why make it a point to be there for me during a very awful day, sending me flowers and supportive messages and tell me you are going to fight for us to be together? yes it was only virtual but what the hell was the pay off for saying all of those things and laughing at me the whole time behind my back? whatever i am really getting over you. didn't cry all day ! so go live your ****** up life and leave me alone!
darlinsam darlinsam
36-40, F
Jul 18, 2010