Cheating Is Bullshit

Ok, I just want to start this off by saying you've been cheated on, I've been cheated on, you've cheated on someone,  and I've cheated on someone. It's nothing new nor old, but it's bullshit. It's bullshit to cheat on someone and it hurts their feelings because they feel as though their ***** or **** is not good enough for you and that's why you had to go out and **** somenoe esle. For me, I cheated on 2 ppl with 3 different guys. The 1st guy I cheated on was my second bf Rico. I cheated on him with one of my friends Dustin. The other guy I cheated on was my 4th bf and I cheated on him Jermey (my 1st love of six years). The reason is simple, I'm an *******. Rico was hardly there to **** me, that was the reason for me being an *******, and also because he went up to PA to be with this other ***** for a week, and told me nothing would happen. The 2nd guy couldn't satisfy me sexaully. He wasn't freaky enough, and he didn't know how to dominate me and control me during sex. I had to tell him what to do, and believe me, I'm all for having a pet like that, but someone who enjoys it.

With my 4th bf, we'd watch movies of men and women controlling their slaves and I'd tell him that's what I want, but of course I have to succumb to the fact, that not everyone likes to be in control, not everyone wants to have that power over you that you want them to have. Also, I didn't cheat on him with someone of my sadistic taste, no I cheated on him with someone who I know can make me feel the way I want to without the control, but by the humiliating feeling of having him use me for sex and that is Jeremy.

It's it's not nice to cheat but all the same if someone can't please you and **** you how you want it, then you should end it. Just tell them exactly what you're looking for, if they want to try to **** you how you want, then give the person that chance other wise just leave and hopefully you'll specify to someone new what you're really looking for in a bf/gf, and I'll be sure to do the same.


AspiringPersephone AspiringPersephone
22-25, F
Aug 5, 2010