This Is Strange For Me

I hate being around a lot of people but yet I dont like to do certain things alone. I dont like to grocery shop alone, I always feel that I need someone with me. I will drive long distances by myself but sometimes I feel nervous about doing so. I dont know why I feel dependent on others to do things like that with me. It was never this bad for me until I had my son. After I had him my dependency has doubled. I recently decided to go to college; however, the thought of going into it alone without a close friend terrified me. Luckily, I didn't let that stop me and I went. Since I have done this, I have found that doing things alone arent so bad afterall but I havent completely gave up going alone.

depressedmommy depressedmommy
22-25, F
Mar 4, 2009