Just Hard

I haven't seen or spoken to my mother since fall of 2010.  Every time I saw her, I'd go home and cry, self-injure, pick a fight with a friend...or all three.  The whole situation was horribly toxic.  Stuff with Dad was worse.

So I moved out of state and cut all ties.  I've had no contact with either of them since then.

Most of the time I'm happy, most of the time I'm proud of myself.  Most of the time, I know that I did the right thing.

I'm all of those things on Mother's Day too.

It's just harder to remember than usual.
Plaid Plaid
31-35, F
1 Response May 14, 2012

(((Huggles)))<br />
Not easy...for me it's only Father's day though...I get sad and angry that other people got to have non-evil, sane dads.

Exactly. And I'm jealous of their non-evil, sane parents.