He Was Never...

...a part of my life. I was raised by my mom. But for some reason when I was 13 the family was hell bent on me meeting him. They had never really spoken about him until then. I never thought about him. I just figured he wasnt there so who cares. They made me call him numerous times and leave messages on his machine asking to see him. One day he finally came over to my mom's house. He didnt even seem excited to see me. That made me so mad. As far as I know that was our first encounter. Yeah he probably saw me when I was a baby, but how am I suppose to know. I had a couple questions for him. Nothing serious though. Besides me asking him those questions he didnt say anything to me. How could you help bring a life into this world and act like you dont give a damn? After the awkward silence I just retreated back to my room. Then a couple years ago I saw him again. Same demeanor as last time. He acted like he didnt really care. I look at it like this. I have no feelings for him and never will. To me he is basically a stranger. If I found out he had died I dont think I would care. I obviously mean nothing to him and he means nothing to me.
deleted deleted
26-30
3 Responses Feb 14, 2010

im sorry i no how you feel my dad i have never meet him and i dont no if i want to but i no how its his how can a dad just forget or not even care about his kid! i guss somethings are better left not knowing

im sorry i no how you feel my dad i have never meet him and i dont no if i want to but i no how its his how can a dad just forget or not even care about his kid! i guss somethings are better left not knowing

It's sad your Dad doesn't care for you. You have every right to feel the way you do about him. You have gotten this far without him so I don't think you really need him in your life. Your family was misguided in their attempts to get you two together. Don't hold it against them, but if they try this again, be firm if you don't want to see him again.