They Dont Actually Know Meim the total opposite to my family. my brother is a spoiled arrogant *** i know. he has a job, gets so much money he has a pretty mean life for an 18 yr old. my parents have done everything for him. they give him everything. he treats me like a dont even belong in this family, we have arguments and my parents always pick his side, i try and explain but they just ignore it. they say i need to open up more, but how can i when they wont listen to me? there is a blank wall between me and them three. My Dad, where to begin, he thinks i dont do anything at home, he thinks i hate everyone because of my attitude towards them. to be honest he actually causes this. every minute im with him, he finds things that will get under my skin, he knows i know that he is purposely doing it. he wont stop, he just does everything in his power to annoy me, like he wants me to snap. and when i do snap and yell, he shouts, he says i dont respect him, i am a failure, i should not talk to him again, that i am not his daughter. how is that ever fair?
my mum. i dont have much to say about that *****. she manipulates me 24/7. she is the reason i am always angry, always unsociable around everyone, she is the main reason i hate them all. i was only 6 yrs old when i caught her cheating on my dad with my cousin. i know gross right? my cousin. i havent told anyone, and im alone, there is no one to talk to about this. the worst thing is i stil love her. but just sometimes, not that often tho, she gives me a look that seems to say she knows what i know, she can see right through me, and she knows i wont tell anyone, she knows i have no one to talk to. and it looks as though she is enjoying my pain. i give hints to people all the time, i cant say anyhting about the affair but i try and tell them she is a *****, but they just lecture me, they get angry everytime. im stuck here where my family has made everyone think that my words are not important. thanks family.